A LOT LIKE LOVE ♥

I THOUGHT I WILL BE STUCKED WITH SOMEONE FOR HOW MANY YEARS. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WILL FIND ANOTHER SOMEONE WHOM I WILL GIVE MY WHOLE HEART.
WITH HIM I AM HURTING SO DEEP THAT I WANTED TO CRY EVERY NIGHT. AND THE THOUGHT OF LETTING HIM GO MAKES ME FEEL SICK AND LONELY. I CAN TELL THAT I’M REALLY INLOVE WITH HIM, BUT I DON’T KNOW IF THE FEELING IS MUTUAL…
TIMES I THINK THAT HE’S ONLY USING ME TO FORGET HIS PAST, AND THAT HE REALLY DOESN’T CARE ABOUT ME. AND TIMES I THINK THAT HE IS REALLY INLOVE WITH ME. I JUST DREAM THAT HE IS EXPERIENCING THE SECOND ONE.
THE FEELING THAT I HAVE FOR HIM RIGHT NOW IS UNDESCRIBABLE, LONELY YET HAPPY, FEARFUL YET GRATEFUL THAT WE ARE TOGETHER, EVEN IF IT IS JUST FOR A MOMENT..
HE’S WITH ME SINCE THE DAY I KNOW HIM, BUT I JUST AS NOW THAT I REALIZE, HOW STUPID AND BLIND I AM FOR LETTING THE MOMENT PASS WITHOUT EVEN THINKING THAT HE EXIST..
NOW, ALL I WANNA DO IS MAKE HIM FALL INLOVE WITH ME DEEPER AND DEEPER, AS I AM WITH HIM EVERYDAY..
HE MAKES MY DAY LONELY, AND INSPIRING, TEARFUL YET I’M WAITING..
BUT I MUST NOT EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM HIM..

TI QUERO CON TODO MI CORAZON… ♥